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2007-06-09T19:35:00.001+08:00

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i've changed my blogskin again! lolol.. didnt really like the previous one.. cant see the full size of photos.. and yea.. i got a couple of clothes hoping to sell.. but i dunno whether there will be anyone viewing my blog.. but just put, in case.. pretty fond of those clothes but i really have so many clothes that i dun think i will have the opp to wear all of them.. (conseques of buying too many stuff) and i will be seeling all of then at 8bucks.. is it cheap enough? hope so.. <3

2007-06-07T22:33:00.000+08:00

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FINALLY BLOG!!
i was planning to post some photos that i took these few days.. shopping etc.. BUT my this lovely brother had deleted all my photos.. and saved his power rangers wallpapers in my folder.. going to strangle him later on and chop his fats off and fry him with a XXXL saucepan.. haha.. i could soon open a stall mainly selling OuYangFeng's fats.... heh..
i addicted to BANANAS recently.. it's so sweet.. will normally eat 3 bananas every night.. hohoho.. and i think i'm putting more weight recently.. jia leit* liao.. must drink more green tea!
i just got a new idol today.. VICKY.. damn damn damn sweet.. lol..
from taiwan.. haha..
there will be a BBQ outing next tuesday! weee~ im booking the best sit!!!!!! lol.. ks..

2007-05-28T17:08:00.000+08:00

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IM HAVING HIGH FEVER TODAY!! 38.4degree.

AND TODAY IS MY OLEVELCHINESE PAPER.. IM SO 'LUCKY' MAN!!!!!!!!

i'm rarely sick.. and i've been very well and strong for the past 6 months.. -_- why do i have to be sick today?

today's papers are still fine.. there's easy part and difficult part.. really dunno who to talk as i was alone in the sickbay today..super petrified and anxious.. and i thought of him.. hestitate quite a while.. took a huge courage to sms him.. thanks for his encouragment! felt very rest assured after that!

i feel like going to shopping out of the sudden.. i desperately need to get some fresh air seriously.. i want to buy:

QueencoutureTee

UrbanmaleTee

RoxyShorts

Plain wawashoes for drawing

Feeling sad and disappointed

is smth everyone will

experiance in life.

But knowing your loves ones

will always be there,

i believe problems will disappear

in no time,

right?

2007-05-28T17:01:00.000+08:00

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没力气总是懒洋洋的
赖着你怀你顽皮兮兮
是该做些事心里有甜蜜的
不想要不想要睁开眼睛
我和你频率如此接近
没压力自在做我自己
第一次感受这种爱的决心
只想要只想要和你一起
I Wanna Be With You 爱你好幸福
想要和你建造一个爱的小屋
I Wanna Be With You 爱你好满足
享受最甜美的束缚有你的呵护我不再孤独

2007-05-23T21:50:00.000+08:00

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG.. guess only my girls know what im OMG-ing about..

really had a great time today.. thought i would be pretty emo today..i was pushed into the pool.. i was DRENCHED with my uniform..it's real fun..

didnt eat any birthday cakes this year.. =(( but eat too much cakes also not good.. too fattening.. =)) self-console.. after the olevel chinese.. my girls and i will be celebrating my birthday! ice skate? i guess.. lol..

xiaoyin ..your new name is guess or gas? LOLOLOL..

i still remembered that

on 365 days ago,

you gave me the best gift

i ever recieve in my life..=))

2007-05-22T17:51:00.000+08:00

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tml will be my 16th birthday.. i'm will be older tml, will i be more mature? i hope so.. =))

didnt really feel anything this year.. neither do i looked forward to it..still as moody as ever..remembered my last birthday.. i was upset too.. recall those memories, remember i was upset because of my poor results.. and i also remembered he was by my side...=)) and he gave me the....................................//

i hope my birthday will never arrive again.. as i was never happy or am i too difficult to satisfy? birthday is a day where people get gifts and forget their sadness and pain and celebrate fer the day...but why all this has to be happening during my birthday period? =))

why?why?why?why?

Somewhere in my memory,

i lost the sense of time.

There's no tml as the past had

filled up my mind.

2007-05-21T19:19:00.000+08:00

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had already posted.. but didnt appear in my blog.. ( waste my time.. i want to revise le leh..)

mr chiam had bellowed my name ' OU YANG PEI YU' twice in the libary.. super duper paisai.. and i was playing like a siaochabo just now in the libary's gallery.. was playing with mu hair.. tied very high and i started rotating my head 360degree hard and fast in order to make my ponytail moves.. lame i know..and jas got it all video-ed now.. OMG..

Got dental appointment today.. And i delibrately alight at lakeside.. as i wanted to take a look at his house.. shed tears and had a sudden guilt pouring over me.. =))

Saw a poster saying ' people should express their real beauty. consult a plastic surgeon now.' LMAO.. now people is encouraging people t have plastic surgery.. o.O.. coool..

Went to JP for lunch with weilin vivien cindy xiaoyin and estee.. didnt really have a proper meal as we either had our lunch at school or are having intense dieting.. sadded..

i know you abhor me

i know i took away your happiness

i know i've disappointed you

i know i've hurt you deeply

i know i neglected you

i know i have gone overboard

and i know i've realise my true feeling,

too late..

2007-05-19T15:19:00.000+08:00

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he's online now.. tried to open a conversation with him.. but he seems cold suddenly.. he doesnt seems interested to talk.. he said he's doing his homework.. dunno why.. there's a sudden feeling of pain and tears started to drop.. ='D

i didnt mentioned anything about i sms-ed him.. im frighten of the answer he will give mi..

2007-05-19T14:00:00.000+08:00

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tried sms-ed him.. asking him whether is he still keeping his geo notes.. sms him last night.. but he didnt reply me until now.. dunno is because he changed his number or wat..

but i will still be waiting........ =))

2007-05-18T22:19:00.000+08:00

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Just got my final results.. failed 2 subjects out of 7.. failed my english and humanities.. got 13th in class position.. quite contented la.. i mean from 31th i jumped to 21th then moved forward to 13th.. hard work is getting to pay off.. =)) i will work harder.. now having intensive chinese lesson.. fun..
today went town to buy shoes..lol.. saw chien on the bus stop.. think i said smth wrong.. the ' bei shuai le' i not what i meant.. the word jus slipped off my mouth.. really it's not what i meant.. wo bu shi break le then like him.. no.. it's not the reason.. =))
saw woody working FleshImp.. cool man.. took the courage to ask woody about him.. ask about his recent stuff.. =)).. a bit ps la..
to zl: it all my fault and its all my problems that makes both of us upset.. thank you for letting mi go.. thank you fot understanding my current feeling and doubts to my past.. being friends isnt a bad thing rite?

saw this at his closed blog
--confession
''one could get used to a prson''
you feel weird going to school with a different purpose
you feel weird not waiting for someone
you feel weird when you cant send someone home
you feel weird going home knowing there are no message
you feel weird that no one to chat with when you are lonely
you feel weird without an accompany
you feel weird has no one that loved you
i feel weird all this while
do you?

im totally speechless........

2007-05-16T22:42:00.000+08:00

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2007-05-16T22:31:00.000+08:00

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2007-05-16T21:09:00.000+08:00

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Only my friends know who is the 你.. i dunno will u be viewing my blog.. i guess not..

Have been wandering at my room recently and suddenly notices stuff u gave mi last year.. a Minnie and Mickey mouse during our first month.. a bottle that contain different sections of m&m colours as a midyear motivation gift..a wooden basket you made for my birthday.. maybe im much immature in the past, hence i could'nt see the effort u made in the relationship..

And i feel dejected out of the sudden..

how u sacrifies ur time when it's ur Olvl year, to do the basket and bottle just for mi and all i do is just a thank you.. yet u didnt whined about anything..And i didnt make ANYTHING for you.. And all u do is to give mi love yet all i do is to recieve yet not giving anything back to you.and i ask for more.. but u also, kept slient.. i really nv realise anything that time.. im truly a freakly sotong.. and also remember clearly, there a time when i was half sleep in the MRT train.. My friend asked u why u didnt bring mi to ur friends outing, and u replied tt u r worried tt i may get bored.. and YET u dun mind being bored being with mi and my friends.. im totally speechless..

i cant control myself from replaying the memories images we had together..have been sobbing amost everynight when i listen to this song.. it hurts mi.. the lyrics is totally what i'm feeling now..i will grin like a moron whenever i thought of our sweet past, i will shed tears when ever i thought of how i treated you and how i lose you.... am i too emotional or what? y i suddenly feels hurt over a relationship that happens a year ago and is nearly forgotten by everyone?

Everything seems to be happening so fast.. too fast that i couldnt do anything to stop it.. i know i'm really the worst bitch ever exist in this world.. i know i'm really is one.. really hate the me now.. the helpless, pathetic mi..

but all i wanna say.. i am really really sorry that i hurt u so much in the past.. i'm not aware how u treasure mi.. till recently, when i suddenly think of the past.. im so immatute..so childish..so ruthless..so stronghead..so naive..so STUPID.. and how different you were from other people..

when i thought how i treated you, and yet you kept quiet.. it's all my fault.. you tresure mi truly yet i treat you worst..

'My best memo' what does that mean? Dun you detest me? you're suppose to hate mi! i treated you so badly and yet it's ur best memo???

i know it's been one year.. i know it's too late for mi to realise my faults.. and it's ludicrous to feel sad about incidents that happen a year ago.. but.. but.. i'm.. really sad... i really dunno why.. wo hao xiang xi huan hui ni le.. maybe there's what retribution are for.. =))

2007-05-16T20:57:00.000+08:00

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i finally changed my blogskin. new song,the lyrics really matches my current feeling.. confused,guity,anxious,regret-ness..

现在也只能欣赏
唯一的合照一张
淡忘了的是那个街角
想念的是当时的微笑
生活中交错失望越想念
就越孤单若再被寂寞
迎头赶上多感伤
原来只是正常
你是不是也在品尝
一个人的咖啡和天光
是不是也忽然察觉到多出
时间看天色的变换
如果有一天我们再见面
时间会不会倒退一点
也许我们都忽略
互相伤害之外的感觉
如果哪一天我们都发现
好聚好散不过是种遮掩
如果我们没发现
就给彼此多一点时间

2007-04-28T11:24:00.000+08:00

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he's injured.. worried..

studied eith my darlingS ytd at hongkah Mc.. had a fantastic time.. =))

2007-04-23T16:33:00.000+08:00

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i was totally drenched!! lol.. lin just came my hse to collect the someone's birthday gift and we went to cck wet market to collect lin's new glasses.. it's simple and nice!
ytd went to pray at FourHorseRoad (directly translate in chinese) with my family.. had our dinner and went home straight after that.. =))
cool man

they ways my dress can be wore.. =))

2007-04-21T18:38:00.000+08:00

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我今天哭了 !
Am i suppose to be 幸福 now? Then why did i cry today? why i feel moody and dejected? what the heck am i doing? what the hell am i thinking about? i dun even sure about myself.. studies?friendship?family?relationship? guess im sad PARTLY of studies.. i duuno.. i realli dun..

he saw mi cried today, his first time seeing mi cry.. i know i will make him in diffcult spot if i cry..and also when his console-lation doesnt help..and all i can do is only give him a fake assured smile.. showing him, im 'okay', im 'strong'.. =).. cos i know my problem will not be solved so easily.. and i believe no one can do anything to help..

i believe i will be fine after a while..i hope.. =))

2007-04-21T09:31:00.000+08:00

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MY BABY FATS! i love them..

IM NOT SOTONG

2007-04-21T09:13:00.000+08:00

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Went to study at gekpoh with my friends yesterday.. so dejected sia.. Those work really stressing me out..
Yesterday we played a little, but all of us still manage to learn smth,right? lol.. It's great to gather all friends and start to get serious about work.. feels we could tighten our friendship even more...! we could ask each other to clear our doubts too! isn't fab? lol..
did some read-ups on phys.. ahPhang doing some past MYE maths papers,ahLin doing maths HW and ahQi seeking help on her poa.. lol.. and we really got serious quite a bit.. studied from 5pm to 10pm.. cool man.. =))

to her, there may be some unhappiness between us but no matter wat, you are still our best friend, i truly believe that we will always be the same no matter what.. dun hide ur problems, tell us, thats what friends are for..<33

2007-04-21T09:06:00.000+08:00

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魔力 S.H.E
i have you to be with everything
will be easy
晒的阳光
淋的雨滴
都值得回忆
i have you to be with
懂心不够近才怕距离
心电感应
绝不断讯
会如影随形
曾灰心以为
我来错了世界
太多想法很另类
找不到人了解
当我说的感觉
牵动着你的脸
互动的泪
让我们变得特别
你是我的魔力
想要勇敢就想你
一眨眼睛
把不如意
都变成流星
你是我的魔力
心情不好我就想你
删除忧郁
复制甜蜜
笑容不结冰
幸福是间电影院
没有单人的座位
要肩并肩
才能看好戏上演

2007-04-13T21:45:00.000+08:00

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Went to the children aids home today.. it really makes me change the impression of kids.. thought tt kids were actually jut a group of childish humans.. but think i was wrong..
then children over there was really very friendly.. and we made friends with them in no time.. at first i was kinda uneasy coummnicating with them.. im kinda petrified.. (i abhor kids in the past)..then i met a 11yrs old named jonathan ng.. he was super duper charming.. very playful and active also.. then eventually made friends with him.. lol.. he's really a great boy..
He gave mi his blog.. but his blog neither post anything nor have any tagboards.. wl.. how to contact him sia.. sadded sia..
Those kids are really pitiful.. despite their sympathy backgrounds.. they still seems cheerful to us.. really very strong lo.. truly respect them.. =)) i learnt tt we should really treasure our things and dont take things for granted..

2007-04-08T15:08:00.001+08:00

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here to update wat we did on the girls night.. its was way much fun then i could explain.. vien was darn girly,jas was darn handsome,kel was darn cool,cindy was darn ke aii and estee was darn mature.. everyone got their styles.. i love it.. ans i wore a vintage dress with black heels.. haha.. we became broke soon after the shopping spree.. then my dearest VIVIEN PHANG trested us dinner!! im so duper touched! (sobbing)
i brought a dolly blouse and two olden cartoons tshirts.. cool man.
the most memorable thing is we played truth and dare in the middle of the orchard road.. okok.. i know tt a bit loony.. but its really whole lot of fun man! we were supposed to walk past some passerbys and make a sudden laugh ALONE.. and the passerbys must turn and gave a weird expression.. lol.. and still many more lame stuff la..

Photos tells all the stories..

the shuaige
the cutie
the mature lady
the feminine lady
the cool girl

the reflection

brought this dolly blouse
brought this t..look skinny rite?
this green t got cartoon!

2007-04-05T21:19:00.000+08:00

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TODAY REALLY HAD A GREAT TIME!! PERFECT DAY.. EVERTHING WENT ON QUITE SMOOTHLY!
hmmm.. eventhough im real weary now.. but im still feel satisfied and glad.. =)) got second for the 4x100m run.. was super anxious lo.. haha.. i really got slow down at the end..i admit tt.. (oops).. 对不起！
i got 2 videos of on how the Cedar cheerleaders practices.. LOL.. very 可爱! haha..
but at the same time im VERY dejected also.. as today, i was under the SUN for quite a long time.. was under the scorching SUN when going to ahpahnge hse, was still under the SUN when going back to sch and was under the SUN when doing the runs.. (-_-ll) and i realised tt my face is slightly reddish..! and tt sign means... I HAVE BEEN ''TANNING'' myself today... OMG.. sadsadsad.. aiya.. why like tt sia.. whywhywhy? i bet i will get darker skin tone tml.. wl.. i really ABHOR my skin absorbation lo.. just some tanning could really made my skin turn brown.. hated tt..
and a kind piece of advice.. dun THINK u have a good standard of english.. =)) i despise truly u.. really.. dun praise urself.. it really makes ppl think u are corky.. but frankly speaking you r really one of the most thick skinned ppl i ever met.. well.. there's jus my point of view.. if u think u are way better than us.. well prove to us.. as i find tt ur english grade is also no where better than us.. =)) and i will truthfully congrate you if u got a distintion in the subject.. and i mean it..

GET WELL SOON, ahtann.. i MISS you! it;s ok if u arent going tml.. cos ur still my 好姐妹!
我真正享受跟你一起的每一分钟,每一秒..

2007-04-04T21:34:00.000+08:00

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yupeepee.. here to update again.. yayaya.. i know it's beem ages ever since i changed any BLOGSKIN.. =(( i think i nv changed any blogskin before.. lol.. i didnt know how to change and it's hard to get a nice one at the blogskin website.. this blogshin was given by ahphang.. cos i felt this blogskin was girly so didnt intend to change a new skin.. but i think it's really time i should get a new one.. hmmm.. see ahphang when free.. HAHAHHA..
got 2 free periods today.. poa marh.. goodgood..can slack and enjoy some songs.. haha.. took some photos.. haha..

my table tag!
the POCKY!
MY WATCH and POCKY stick!
mii!

jus done finished my HW.. lol.. then guess wat? i went to cut my retro dress!! cos really felt it's kinda too long liao.. see? cool man..

went out with my parents on sun.. MUMMY BROUGHT THE GOLA WHITE SLING BAG FOR MI.. im so glad man.. cool man.. saw tt bag on sat.. so decided to see tt bag again on sun.. but changed my mind as i realised i didnt have enough $$.. then my mummy suggested tt she could pay for mi.. HAHAHAHA...

2007-04-01T14:29:00.000+08:00

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went to sakea sushi for dinner yestersay.. fattening sia.. omg.. sinful food.. =((

then i saw a white leather-like GOLA bag.. it's slang*.. it jus able to fit in a A4 size paper.. it's actually $50 but now got 30% discount.. so now is $35.. CHEAP rite? haha.. i want to buy!! i dun have any nice small bag.. i only got handbags.. so I WANT TO BUY.. i wan to buy this week.. but got JIEMEI outing this friday.. so i cant buy or else i will be broke then.. WL.. cant wait to get tt bag in hand.. im worried tt the bag may be out of stock soon.. WORRIED*

2007-03-31T01:08:00.000+08:00

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so late now.. yet i'm still awake.. lol.. 29/03/07 5pm STARTED
私が本当にあなたが好きである.　私が今回本気である.　私がやかましく催促する　長いことがどうなのか知っている　あなたの方への熱情が続く　私が永遠にであることを望む.　あなたが本当にマイルが好きである？　私がいつ自分にこの質問を尋ねようとも私の心が痛む。

now i am really trying to do my best in everthing, studies,friends,him and family.. i really hope i will be able to balance all the four well.. =)).. to my darlings: must tell mi if u guys got anything unhappy about mi or anything u disagree with mi.. must confront to mi..OKAYYS??
went to jp today with lin,vien jx and zl.. then zl and jx sent mi home.. and started to do all my HW.. and somehow started surfing the net.. (-_-ll).. had a great chat with zl jus now.. hmm.. he's been staying up late recently-- lol.. panda eyes is appearing le la..! hais too bad his com jus couldnt see my blog.. =((
i dunno, but i really felt petrified.. petrified about wat?? i dunno even know myself.. ludicrous rite?? hais.. pathetic mi.. am i adequeate for him? can i be able to pei my darlings? will i get good grade.. there seems more and more problems coming up, yet it seems so little time to solve and really consider about them.. wat can i do, then? i could only act being paranoid and continuing the life i had in the past then.. =)) i trust my determination..

sadded.. my freshimp schoolbag's colour seems fading.. (heart shattering)

2007-03-28T18:18:00.000+08:00

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POP isnt fun at all.. so lame.. and it got nth to do with mi.. -_-ll.. kellie didnt come sch, and lin and vien got their uniform group marching thing.. so left mi alone.. luckily got jas and cindy to crap with mi..haha.. zl sit jus a few classes behind mi nia.. lol..peep on him quite a lot.. =X .. the whole POP thing is so lame till i dun even wan to elaborate...
thought i would be going home alone as i didnt made a proper meet up with my darlings.. but luckily saw lin outside the hall after we dismissed..went to JP to eat with my darlings.. saw those tini weni sec1s.. -_-.. acbc nia.. sec1 GOT NO CHIOBUS ma.. ppl then will take notice of u lo..i dun even see any chios cells in u at all..its nth big if some1 gets ur nos lo.. doesnt neither means he's interested in u or u are pretty.. later he prank call u then u know.. HAHAHAHAHAHA....
then went to ARENA.. COOL MAN.. my first time going there.. it isnt wat i really expected la.. pretty small and old.. that place is also quite deserted and isolated.. haha..
reach home at 5plus and zl called using his friend hp.. haha. chatted a little while lo.. recently he keep claiming he smokes(which is not true).. and want to see my sulking face.. LOL..

2007-03-25T18:01:00.000+08:00

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i am not very happy today and ytd.. dunno la.. i really dunno wat have i done.. did i do anything wrong? can some kind souls tell mi? if i really offended anyone.. please tell mi cos i think i am really is not aware of anything.. and really telling mi.. cos i dun like being detest.. it felts very scary and lonely.. no one is perfect but i willinly will want to change for the better person.. okok?? =))

2007-03-23T21:08:00.000+08:00

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i finally got the time to blog something.. really is a busy week.. have been rushing my HW these few days..
tml i will be baking cupcakes with my jiemeis.. we rarely get together like tt, other then in school... =)).. really very excited! is real fun being with them.. we fight and play together.. really getting worry a little wether we will be success this time.. i still can rem the last time we bake cookies.. we over cooked it.. it turn out very hard to bite BUT it really smells good.. lol..
really bless we coild have edible cupcakes tml!

heyy.. dun look down on mi ok? i may not be great before, but i am definitly improving.. i may be lazy and playful in the past and u all dun see mi as a threat.. but.. hello??.. times changes ok??
and i love my skin colour now.. a HEALTHY colour.. get a life man..

2007-03-13T22:26:00.000+08:00

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i went SENTOSA today! i went with kellie rayne vivien zhilin jianxu and shi wei.. zl jx and mi reach a bit later at around 2++pm as i dun wanna get TOO tanned, zl and jx got heats early in the morning.. it isnt THAT sunny today...(phew)... we play in the shallow sea..we really had a few good ball games.. but i got quite a couples of cuts.. =((..lol.. im getting too violent nowadays..
it's really an enjoyable trip! i got a little tanned but i like it... i mean i like my skin colour now.. its tanned-ish and a bit redish.. lol.. it definely look healthy.. =)) and we saw a goodlooking couple on the sentosa bus, and they both are pulling long faces.. then zl and i demo them.. so funny.. i felt tt really play a lot today with him and jx sia.... they really like to li siao ppl.. -________-

we went vivo for dinner and then went to cityhall without zl and jx.. we soon went home as we are real exhausted already.. had a great chat with zl though the phone then i change MRT train to cck.. then theres this wimpish uncle keep staring my direction.. and that really gives mi a very uneasy feeling..eeeeeee.. my skin now got the shape of my sport bra..yeah!cool!

i know i may be quite kidish,sotong,careless,playful,annoyin,noisy,emo,lovesick at times but having you guys with mi.. i dun mind being like tt forever..cos with you guys around, i will not be petrified..<333

i was a little in a foul mood ytd.. cos i was really very bored..
tml i will need to attend school for maths workshop..my eyelid is getting heavier every min.. zzZZ.. tml zl will be going to genting..wish he had a safe and enjoyable trip!!

ke yi he ni zuo peng you de gan jue zhen hao!! =))

2007-03-10T10:13:00.000+08:00

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yuppee!! i rebonded my hair!! its my first time rebonding my hair!! but it isnt very straight leii.. hmmm.. because i got quite a lot of spilt ends.. =(( sadded sia.. but over all, still okok la.. still kinda worth it.. cos it lokks longer than before.. and now i cant wash my hair for 3 days.. hmm.. i wonder will i go crazy sonner or later..
thanks for my dear vivien for acompany mi.. sitting around the salon for 5hrs like tt.. <333.. i love you!!
and we got first during our westwood running heats for the 4 x 100m relay.. really was kinda shock when i realise tt we were the first cos there was quite a lot of fast runners there.. i was worried i am inadequate compare to the rest of my team runners.. actually i am aware tt i run quite slow tt day.. i got catch up quickly and nearly got the second.. phew.. and the gap between tt runner and mi was quite huge at first then she catch up on mi very quickly.. =((.. sadded sia.. i old le la..
tuesday, my darlings and zl they all will be going to sentosa.. lol.. they will be tanning, not mi.. =)) i dun wanna get tanned but i wan to soak in the water leii.. hmmm.. HAHA

2007-03-04T17:18:00.000+08:00

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I JUS DELETED MY LATEST FRIENDSTER ACCOUNT!!! so contented and proud of myself!! felt tt more and more weird ppl adding mi.. eeeeeee...
so i will not be playing Friendster anymore.. hmmm.. not at tis moment la.. so far.. those ppl who i know are like not 100% decent.. hmmm.. very dangerous worr.. hahaha..

2007-03-04T15:37:00.000+08:00

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i feel much better now.. =) haha.. i get over it already...
went bugis on fri with kel to search birthday gift for KENGSIA.. we were planning to buy a shirt for him.. we had a great time gossiping and chatting.. hahaha.. then we went to zl hse to play.. haha.. his little brother is super active... i keeping pestering him asking him whether am i cute.. =p.. very pb la..i know.. but his little bro say my eyes is very black.. very scary (T_T).. sadded sia.. hahaha..
yesterday my daddy's friends came my hse.. and they left about 2am.. super bored man... all guys.. eeeee... lucky i got him to talk to and i could watch some movie tt i rented.. haha..
i rented 'TheCursedOfTheGoldenFlower' 'TheDevilWearsPrada' 'DeadOrAlive" and i felt tt only 'thedevilwearsprada is smth i cal it a movie.. thecursedofthegoldenflower horr..wa.. very kns lo.. i thought its going to be quite an exciting show..but turn out tt i dun even understand their story.. thought the mystery or the truth is going to be reveal at the end of the show.. but they dint.. (-__-) the show is also quite er xin.. i mean they kill ppl and so on.. is it NC16? hmmm.. the DeadOrAlive show also CMI... super lame lo.. fightfightfight... dotsss... the actors there also not charming.. hais.. wasted money on renting the two movies..
i am rebonding my hair this coming friday! i booked an appointment! hahahahaha..

2007-03-01T18:46:00.000+08:00

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i cried AGAIN..
shity man.. i failed my chem test.. i studied for the test..and mrtan arranged the test papers from the highest to the lowest.. so ps lo.. and i cried during the bus home.. -_-lll.. shit mi..
i realised that i am flunking my studies recently.. i really duno y.. i listened in class.. i did all my homework everytime(well.. almost).. i thought i understood the content of the subject.. but it turn out so unexpectedly.. it's so absurd..
i really worked hard..i really dunno wat can i do.. i didnt score when i am listen in class? no logic lo.. hais.. i think it's time i have to do smth.. ask an expert? hmmm.. maybe... can some kind souls here help mi??
now my studies,love,familiy is going downwards man.. and i dunno how to control it.. but my friendship is still on the steady pace..=) i adores my friends!

''dun worry be happy. no pain no gain'' i will always encourage myself with these phrases..i will tell myself to be brave and always smile in every challenges coming up.. i can do it!!

happy birthday to kengsia! hmm.. getting more shuai each year huh?

2007-02-25T15:46:00.000+08:00

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i didnt have tuituon today.. -_-ll.. i told him last night that i will be changing the tuition time from 11am to 2pm as i not sure will i be able to wake up on time.. he askd me why i want to change time.. just as i wanted to reply, my hp battery go flat.. and so he thought today dun have tuition liao.. i slept at 2am ytd.. and woke up at 12pm today.. pig sia..
ytd went to my cousin hse then my daddy's friend hse.. went daddy's friend hse for dinner, all the adults was forcing mi to eat.. -_-ll didnt they know tt girls at my age is very concern about their weight?
all the kids there are male.. no girls at all.. sian.. then i got no one to talk to.. this is why i really hated going to their houses.. there are about 4 families there.. and 8 boys there playing games.. and left mi alone staring at the tv.. luckily i found someone to sms..
Then after a while, zl suddenly sms mi.. i was very shock! he used his bro's hp and say good night and sweet dreams to mi.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA...and i called him as i wanted to ask him smth.. and we end up chatting on the phone for 1.30mins like tt.. lol.. then cos he needs to wake up early the next day, so he hanged up and went to sleep at 1am..
today i am planning to read my chem test, do my DNT and do some catching up on my phy.. =)
i must jia youu!!!!!!

2007-02-24T18:52:00.000+08:00

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heyhey.. blogging again..
hmmm.. dunno y.. have been blogging quite often recently.. maybe i am really getting sick and tired of my life ba..
really had tons of fun yesterday, eventhough didnt saw any weswoodians cos we didnt realise that the hippop section is only performing at the heeren area.. we joked and laughed.. lol.. really hope we all can go out again.. beams*
I really thought my GREAT dad wll fetch mi home cos he will nv fail to send mi home everytime.. BUT yesterday, he actually call mi to go home alone! and is around 11.30pm already.. and frankly speaking, i am really scared of ghost or spirits or watsoever.. so i CRY! i was crying like hell man.. and there only one word to describe weilin and peizong face expression, that is stunned.. a 16 yrs old girl cry in the public,mrt station , just because need to go home alone.. -_-lll very ps la.. but i really cant control my emotion..wat can i do? i also will not wish ppl calling my a -water tap- when i am already sec4.. but wat can i do?
so i called kellie hp and chatted with them after i alight at JE.. even ahma know tt i cried.. she say my voice was trembling.. hais.. they didnt talk much as kellie wanted to call home.. so hanged up the phone.. i was really very scared.. i had to walk home myself.. i need to be brave and independent..
After i reached home, zhilin called mi with his home number(shows tt he reach home also).. asked me whether i reach home safely and so on.. dun felt lonely and scared anymore after i heard his voice le.. =) and we chatted for 1.32.46hr..
I dun ask more now,as long you dun avoid mi, i am contented..=)

i am brave enough to walk on.. i know i can my foot still hurts..ouch*

2007-02-21T22:05:00.000+08:00

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im back!
omg.. today, the oliver(hope i did spell correctly) permed her hair! CMI la.. and i know perming is getting popular these days.. but her perm is AH-MA perm lo.. seriously, i think it's really horrible.. her hair is like maggie mee sia.. pmg.. i dun think i will consider permin after i saw her failed perm.. i bet she permed it in indon there de.. i wan to rebonD my hair!! very Q...
CNY is consider over.. and it's really time for mi to settle down and got back to my studies.. hais.. there definitely some reluntant-ness la.. but wat other choice do i have? O level this year sia.. SAD SIA.. the 4H shaun claimed tt i am getting fatter ever since i started skipping my CCA.. but i lost quite a lot of weight already.. from 52kg to 47kg.. -_-lll didnt he know tt saying a girl fat is smth very HURTFUL? esp when the girls is trying hard to lose weight..
i really hope he can go out this fri.. (praying hard)

2007-02-15T18:42:00.000+08:00

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hellos.. i finally got the time to blog.. lol...
i had changed my blog song! this song is sang by zhouwenxuan genie and xiaogui! the lyrics is sweet lo...
omg.. xiaogui is really very KE AII!! didnt felt he tt cute at first.. but his action during the YuLeBaiFenBai really makes mi laugh lots! and i really like his hairstyle man... so style man! very jap and special.. really suits him a lot.. and both xiaozhu and him got my taste of dressing.. a big-sized tshirt with simple design on it, a pair of levis' baggy jeans and a nike limit-edition shoes.. and of cos the most importantly, the HAIR.. style and not too long and messy hair.. lol.. my ideal guys' dressing.. hmmm.. simple makes perfect!

Now we both really became friends le.. no more awkward-ness! i am so happy!! i gave him my qingrenjie gift! hmmm.. a little ps at first.. but still success in the end! he thanked mi and think he really appreciate it quite a lot.. i really hope i did give him a good impression..we chatted a few times through msn and calls.. he really is one talkative guy.. hmm.. like radio like.. talk non-stop.. lol.. but tt's wat i find him ke aii about also lol..

i can say tt i spend my qingrenjie with him lah.. hmmm.. not two of us.. but with a group of peng you.. hehehe.. eventhough i started to get bored when my LiaoDA went home and they started to talk about the gangs stuff.. sian.. i dun even know anything.. then he acompany mi to wait for the bus.. eventhough the bus came so fast(-_-ll).. but i am still glad to spend time with him!

i wanna rebong my hair.. it's like so curly and seems damaged to mi.. i cant perm.. so left with no choice but to rebond.. my brother went for a camp session ytd.. omg.. there only one word to describe my home atmosphere.. PEACE!! no pig around.. lol... no one to snatch com,food,sofa,remote control and soft toys with mi.... HAHAHAHAHAHA.. hais.. why is the camp only 2 days?? should organize a 1 month camp trip ma..

2007-02-06T20:59:00.000+08:00

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Things changed quite a lot since the last time i blog..
Family problem

Family problem: my mum jus fell down from ladder as se was changing new curtains.. the injury was quite bad.. she was limping this few days.. and she gone a little bonkers.. she became short-temper.. and if talking back to her is like a death sentance.. she say i look lika GHOST! omg..i will of cos get angry la.. and we was shouting over and over again.. and i was crying like hell.. hmmm.. cry for 25 hr some more.. my eyes of cos will swollen la.. so ugly.. lucky my eyes wasnt tt serious..

And i brought something for HIM on qingrenjie... lol.. but dunno will i have the courage to give him myself.. lol... i am serious this time, i think.. i really am taking my first step.. previously all my ex-s is like short term de.. all every short la.. eventhough the last stead was quite a serious relationship.. but i still think i was quite dumb and childish tt time.. now i really hope to get into a real long term serious relationship.. i hope it is going to be my first and the last one.. but i really scare of rejection la.. i will freaked out whenever i think of the word REJECTION.. haishiashias..

i am losing weight quite seriously recantly la.. i am now 47/48k.. from 52kg to 40++kg.. quite a fast drop la.. but i still think i am not slim enough lei.. still got fats =x

2007-01-25T21:24:00.000+08:00

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no. it cant be. i couldnt have fall in love with him.. no, i cant.. thats too ridiculous and wild.. i am not suppose to like him.. nonononono.. cannnot.. i must be just felt that he fits into my criteria* only.. we are from diffrent kind of worlds.. She is more competible* for him.. they are same age,class and they are friends.. dun think it will be good for mi to interuppt them.. i am so the super extra lo..
My dnt was horrible the last time.. i got a C.. i was so disappointed that i became a 'watertap'(crybaby).. i cried for 1hr.. i really dunno why.. it's like i really take the effort to draw and find researches.. really was gobsmacked.. and i was cursing michal chua then.. my eyes were sore and red the next day.. (omg.. very the awful, luckt i got my long fringe)
later then i realise that my work is really a little childish.. i drew kids standard drawings..-_-ll.. finefine.. i know it is weird.. i redo every single bit of it.. it is really very tetious*.. my new work is much better.. =)) (satisfied with my new work)
there will definitly be stress for sec4 EXP.. but i didnt know the stress will come so fast at the beginning of the year... i dun even have time to prepare.. hais.. i barely have time to really sit down and really have a chitchat with my Sisters..

2007-01-18T20:52:00.000+08:00

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siansiansain.. a new start of year with new stress... Science teachers are stressing the students to drop pure.. and they claimed how difficult is pure.. But IDUNWANIDUNWANIDUNWAN.. i rather go N.A then drop.. sadsadsad.. nearly burst out in tears yeaterday.. ( fine.. i had drop some tears afterall..)
And now i really listen in class.. hmmm... excluding geo and chinese lesson nia.. dun think i will online much already.. maybe two weeks online once? i will be rushing on my DNT.. will be aiming for an A..
in the morning i was quite moody as it's really stressing mi out.. everyone is dropping.. even the smart people are also planning to drop.. then how about mi? no way. Never. And never ask mi why.. cos i will lose control cry in front of u..
lets talk about HAPPY stuff la.. ( eventhough i am quite in a unlucky these few days..) CHINESE NEW YEAR IS COMING!! sooo good.. i could BUY CLOTHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dad is promising mi to buy a LEVI'S jeans for mi.. and the rest of mt clothings i will have to use my pocket money as i am still working now.. my total budget is $380 and below..
i will be buying::
1 Skirt $30
1 urbanmale T $40
2 pinkpanther Ts $40
1 Blouse $30
1 Handbag $30
1 Cap(pinkpanther) $22
1 pair of Shoes $35
2 Shorts $60
Make-up $70
Room decoration items $30
Levi's jeans Dad's $

2007-01-03T23:00:00.000+08:00

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today is the first day of school.. thought it would be a refreashing and happy day.. BUT.. it came out that i was arranged to a group with all quiet ppl.. the problem is tt i dun know anyone there.. all to mi are strangers.. (kinda weird too) ..got two MR 'mute' guys sitting on mi right, two MISS study queen on my left.. and one MISS 'likes to talk to herself' sitting in front of mi.. -_-ll
i am going to go bonkers man.. all my friends have at least someone they felt comfortable with sitting near them.. and i really felt like an alien in my group.. i was soooooo super fed up and i cried.. (omg.. i really dunno y i cry over silly thongs..) but my tears just run like water taps.. Rayne was beside mi when i was crying.. and she mocked at mi.. -_-ll say like someone just died like tt.. i really cant imagine how am i going to survive in such seating arrangement.. I WILL DIE... ( i dun wanna die so fast.. i havent got married)... (T_T)...i am really worried tt i will dose off in the middle of the lesson due to BORED-NESS..
MY CLASS GOT AIR CON... HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.... proud to be the gradueting** class.. it isnt cold at all lah.. but at least it was cooling enough for concentrating and sleeping.. lol...
My friends and i decided to buy a similar aircon remote control... so we could control the temp ourselves... lol...

omg.. he approved mi in friendster.. he is simply dashing.. even kellie agreed with mi.. but he still havent approve mi in hotmail.. hmmm... if he dun much use msn.. how am i going to know him better? though friendster testi chatting ah?? but i will really thank heaven and god if he repled my testi and rems mi lo.. i think i will be so glad until siao.. tts my wish la.. but i keep thinking about tt is too dramatic and coincidence le la... so drama till i still cant believe it.. i nv met such things before.. its too good to be real.. guess i somehow will wake up from this ream and get back to reliaty** tt i am an unwanted person in relationship...

2007-01-02T22:36:00.000+08:00

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tml school reopens.. (T_T) lol...
went shopping spree today with kellie.. lol.. an enjoyable day!! lol.. took my pay.. it was much lesser than wat i think it was suppose to be.. $400+ nia.. thought i will get at least $500.. but i still brought a lot of stuff..
brought, heels,a blouse,Gio Ts,Freshimp bd and jacket..

then there was this guy i saw a few couples of time.. he's lean and tall + charming.. hahax.. first time saw him at the MRT train... than keep eyeing on him.. (lol.. ps.. i always eye on dashing guys).. than slowing he got slipped off from my mind.. then saw him again after a few days, walking pass my shop and the first reaction was tt ''wa.. tis guy charming sia.. he look familiar''.. then remembered seeing him before... thinking he should be working around here cos has been appearing around ViVo City.. but vivo is a large mall, how am i going to know where he work? lol.. didnt kept much hope on him.. then on Sunday Liling and i went to Vivo to get some stuff.. we went 4 stores and the first three stores are all female salesgirls.. then went to the 4th store(giodano).. where there is the first female and male salesperson store.. so coincidence-ly, saw him.. omg..i was dumb-founded...
today went to buy some Giodano Ts.. saw him again.. think he's doing full-time there.. then we felt tt if we dun take his number/email add, its kinda wasteful.. so we stood outside Giodano for appox 1/2 hr, didnt dare to ask.. we nv ask ANY GUY for their particular before so tis is the first time.. so we were quite nervous actually.. worry tt he will reject us and so on.. and finally we took the courage to ask him.. KELLIE CHUA SHI QI did it.. she success-ly got his email..omg that moment was close.. i thought he rejected or wat sia.. and the most unbelieveble thing is tt he live at chua chu kang also.. OMG.. saw tt at his friendster.. tt was way too coincidence man.. thought he live somewhere far cos Gio got a lot of branches and normally u work somewhere near you.. lol..
but that was jus a coincidence lah.. something i think was dramatic lah.. lol.. i so 3min hot (ps.. directly translate in chinese).. tml is starting school le.. studing is my first in the list...

SO ANGELINE AUYONG PEIYU IS GETTING ON HER FEET FOR STUDIES.. SO MY DEAR CLASSMATES YOU BETTER WATCH OUT FOR HERR!!!!!!

(hehe.. jus one of my DA HUA.. dun put that to heart) :x

2007-01-02T21:43:00.000+08:00

2006-12-23T11:43:00.000+08:00

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went out with kellie, her sis and kengsia on thursday.. it was really fun.. shopping spree i think.. kellie and i brought a whole lot of stuff..

total damage for the day:
$200

i brought 2jeans , 2 goldnecklace, a red belt , a wawa shoes ,a ballet shirt ,a red bag.. lol..the shop was really fun.. its been so long ever since i shop like tt.. hehe..

Yesterday i went to the adamkoo's X'mas party.. i was with one friend.. and in tt party.. all is unfamiliar faces.. i was bored to DEATH.. i was so pissed off.. i thought i can stand the boredom ans stay until it ends.. BUT I REALLY CANT.. and the other friend of mine, isnt close at all lo.. we had nothing in common like tt.. we got nth much to share lei.. some more he's a ang mo.. worse.. i really got no confidence to talk also.. i really duno why i want to go tt party at first.. everyone thought we were a pair.. couple i mean.. -_-ll .. no way.. and he wanted to know ppl from the party.. BUT i am not bloody interested at all.. I PREFER MY GIRLS... my girls are much more suitable for mi, i could say anything.. i could express my feeling out anytime anyday and to anybody.. I COULD DO ANYTHING.. and i really felt like a alien there.. like some unexpected ppl who they all not suppose to see.. AGGHHH... and i didnt eat anything at all.. paid $50 for nth.. paid $50 for getting mi so pissed off..
luckily i so happen-ly saw my dad outside.. this is the first time i felt so relieved seeing him.. and so he drove mi home.. felt quite guilty to my tt friend.. i PS him.. but.. i really cant send it liao.. really hope he could understand my insocial-ness

2006-12-20T11:10:00.000+08:00

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heyss.. i am back. hais.. i have been woring almost everyday and i didnt realise tt i just neglect them.. felt bad now.. really hope they will forgive mi.. and i really looking forward for our outing on thursday.. and i took an off for tt day.. i am really sorry.. i didnt expect to be working almost everyday.. if i had knew tt this will happen.. i think i will not be working at the start liao.. hais.. its been almost weeks since i ever really chat with them.. i really hope there still isnt gap between us..

2006-11-27T22:40:00.000+08:00

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today is the day i took my courage and asked kellie to help mi ask his feelings.. had 0% of confidence..didnt got a satisfy answer.. his answer is neither a Yes nor a No.. (-.-??)
nvm.. i will wait, no matter wat.. (X

2006-11-27T22:28:00.000+08:00

2006-11-21T18:29:00.000+08:00

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today went to Causeway point with Lin XiaoYin and her friend.. Quite fun actually but jus a little exhausted and hungry today.. i ate tons of things today.. firstl CrystalJade ChickenWing, secondly,Sushi ,lastly MosBurger.. omg.. i am going to become a pig sooner or after..
then when i was going home.. three ahbangs around my estate came up and ask for my number..i was dumbfounded.. didnt expect there will be guys asking for my number like tt..and of cos, i rejected them and walk off.. they were not very much goodlooking and they were smoking and slacking around un the void deck.. they werent very pleased with my answer and ask again.. i quickly took the lift from my flat.. phew.. i wonder whether they would beat mi up if i was still there rejecting them... weird ppl huh??

2006-11-17T18:17:00.000+08:00

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he said this to the Mcdonald service counter " Can i have a middle frenchfries"? lol.. zheng ke ai... even through we only spoke once or twice.. but those conversation had simplily brightens up the rest of my day
!.. he is the one who makes mi giggle like a fool while thinking of him.. he is the one who i will always look out for at places.. he is the one who makes me wanna change myself...
i dun want to him to know how i felt actually.. i fear rejection..and if he knew about my feeling. i bet he will stay away from mi.. and i will not be able to see him so closely le.. isnt t too risky? i rather stay this way.. unless i got enough confidence.. but dun think this day will come.. hais.. such a failure in relationship..

2006-11-15T22:35:00.000+08:00

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Now my both foots is aching* like hell.. Shop for aprox 6++ hours.. i brought a SUPER cool addias gold necklace, aiming for that quite a long time.. now i fianlly got it.. $26..(vicky got tt necklace too!) and chain bracelet $12.. the addias gold necklace is really fabublous..
i was kinda broke by then.. then this two guys approached us, blocking our way.. and went explaining about helping the ex-jailbirds.. and requested us to 'donate' some money for them.. no choice, so wasted my $2 (alyo.. why am i kicking a fuss about the pathetic $2?) and so.. there's goes my lunch money..
actually, i really worried about how am i able to return $150 to woody for helping mi book the S.H.E concert ticket if i continue having shopping spree? the pizzahut didnt call mi today.. getting worried too.. but i really can think if any reasons why wouldnt he hire pris and mi( sori.. self praising here..pardon mi :P) i mean, we dun have bad records or wat.. we are able to work after holidays.. and we wore uniforms there( so we looked decent and 'hardworking' enough) so i really cant think of reasons the manager will reject us at all... unless he will prefer older people, as they are much more realible or something... but he promised us that he will inform us even we wouldnt bein employed.. (T_T)

2006-11-14T18:57:00.000+08:00

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2006-11-14T16:47:00.000+08:00

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i went bukit batok C pizzahut for an interview.. dunno really have confidence whether i will be selected or not.. cos all my interviews hasnt been successful.. is neither underage nor works are ocuppied* le.. by coincidentally, we met a westwoodian there working and a ex-concordian there too.. lol.. they say the interview wasnt diffcult at all.. they got though easily.. i wish i was them lo..

2006-11-13T19:17:00.000+08:00

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omg.. felt being played today.. went all the way to JE pizzahut for an interview.. in the end.. they actually dun even need workers.. (T_T).. i called them at first asking them whether they need workers, then they say yes.. i was dumbfounded...so fed up.. decided to ask the bukit batok's outlet.. the manager over there is MUCH MORE POLITE AND FRIENDLY.. he even gave mi his name also book an appointment for mi.. but i really not sure whether i will successfully be employed.. the manager say i do not need to have any requirements.. jus some training will do.. i will thanks everyone including God if i got employed man..
I DESPERATLY NEED A JOB.. I AM BROKE CURRENTLY!!

2006-11-11T11:25:00.000+08:00

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i saw him yesterday! playing in the basketball court.. omg he's total attractive! eventhough he didnt really shot in much goals but.. hmmm.. still as cute as ever.. lol.. we saw him at kenny's when we were planning to take a bus.. then we deliberately brought something from a stall near him.. lol.. his face was very tanned and red.. similiar to a monkey's butt... lol.. think he's been in the sun for too long... i really felt different when i see him.. he gives mi a very warm and contented feeling.. those feelings that anyone will desire for.. lol.. but i dun think i will wan him to know how i feel.. i have a Zero confidence..and he is so popular in school..and plus he is utterly shy.. and i dun like being the one to take the first step... so? (AghhHh)

i am goin to be bored to death.. really have nothing much to do at home.. and there are only linlited websites that interests mi.. now surfing on barbie.com (oops.. sHHH...) actually it really fun.. can create ue very own dazzling nails for them.. and create clothes for them... and they look totally beautiful! u guys should try playing also..its fun u know..erm.. am i too childish?? getting 16 next year yet still surf on those kids website..

2006-11-09T16:14:00.000+08:00

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SO DISAPPOINTED TODAY... thought i would get a chance to work in the pizzahut.. but the manager say that there too many newcomers and he needs time to choose them, so no time for interview,.. $4/hr lo... and $5.50/hr if work more than 8hr or in public holidays..
and my SnowWhite princess working there lei! omg.. she is so friendly and pretty! bet there are couples of guys chasing for her number lo.. thought i will be working with her.. but... haiz... so sadsadsadsadsadsadsadsadsadsadsad... i want to work there.. Pay is quite high, SnowWhite princess also working there.. maybe we could be peng you lo... I WANT TO WORK THERE!!!!! sobsob
nvm.. i will still go and ask.. i will ask until the manager agree to become one of them..
and i owe TANWEILIN 2meals in swens.. -_-ll but anyway, thanks weilin for acompany mi today!

2006-11-06T18:28:00.000+08:00

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i dun think i will be going to work as a promoter anymore.. it reali does not sound easy.. to be short.. it is exactly a ticket seller... omg.. i mean.. which moron will willingly to buy a 10buck ticket for some lame Cafe discount? i rather use the money to buy other things... now is either work in Yoshinoya or Mos burger.. but the pay is rather pathetic.. $3/hr.. no other choice le..
zilong introduced mi to be a waitress.. but dunno whether suitable not...

Recent vocabs i learnt-
insuperable-impossiabe to overcome
shudder -to think of smth bad or unpleasant
snigger -laugh quietly, often unkindly
squabbles -to quarrel continuously over smth unimportant
sulk -an unhappy expression yet being slient
wrenches -a strong feeling of sadness when leaving a person or place

2006-10-31T19:04:00.000+08:00

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HEY... IM HIRED!! cant believe we are choosen out of so many ppl.. as a lot ppl went for interview.. and we didnt really express our view much.. it is located at Clark Q... took a lot of pictures too.. im so contented... as i didnt waste my trip fair ans my time!! and they pay quite a lot too..

2006-10-29T11:51:00.000+08:00

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jus updating

current height :161cm(jus grew 1cm)
current weight :49kg(jus lost 3kg)
current statue : Single , jobless

tomorrow sec3s(us) will still have to go sch... we will be still going to sch for 3weeks, as our sch teachers claim that we need to prepare for our olevel next year.. kinda 'sian'.. everyone is relaxing and enjoying the holidays.. we still need to come to sch... but its also a good thing for mi la... heehee.. cos everythough it is jus the third day of the holiday.. i am already bored to death... i got nothing to do at all... the only thing to kill time at home is only watching Vcds and surfing the internet... omg... getting quite being single also.. everyone is going out with their guys and i am at home admiring them... (T_T)

2006-10-22T16:48:00.000+08:00

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i really had a great time yesterday.. had a great chat with al my good friends! we gossip a lot too(oops) hahax... i brought a jumper, a boby belt(suspenter) and a super girly long slevees.. love it man.. lol.. spend approx 80bucks yesterday... hahax... and i decided not to buy the hotred heels le.. cos too many ppl is wearing.. makes it not special anymore.. but im so satisfied with myself yesterday.. even thought my blaster is killing mi.. but SHOPPING RULES!! i jus love shopping.. and yesterday we saw a couple of charming guys too... lol... (ps... fa hua zi)
we went to cityhall there at night.. kinda fun too..(but i prefer shopping la..)
then as we were walking to the cityhall mrt interchange(going home) linlin 's upper heels bleeds.. bleeds quite a lot too.. then i waited for her.. but then Cari they all nv realise so they continue to walk.. and we were then seperated.. so we didnt took the same train home.. hais..
BUT lin peizong and i also had a great time chating.. lol.. didnt expected to be so close to her tis year.. and didnt expect tt i will have so much rubbish to talk about.. Big lovess to her...
Lin,Xiaoyin,Vivienhang and i had confencing after i reach home.. and we contiune to chat and gossip.. love you guys.. Because of u guys, my days is forever bright and sunny..

2006-10-16T20:34:00.000+08:00

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today jus sit directly in front of him.. lol.. he so C***.. lol... my heart is melting men..
we happened to walk passed mellissa they all.. and duno since when, we start scoldin them names and so on..(a little bad la) but jus confused about why they only defect themselves when they are like quite far from us.. but if they didnt did smth wrong, y they scold back.. erm.. they cold explain to us wat really happen ma... hais..
hais.. today's pathatic... tis is my first time travel so far alone.. to somerset.. and i didnt get lost.. lol.. im so proud..( oops) thought i will get the job immediatly but no.. she call mi to to meet her at cineleisure.. and she interviewed mi like only 5mins.. (diao*) i took a 45mins train there and she only tok to mi for 5mins.. so pissed off.. im so in need of job now..
today i had a GREAT chat with linlin.. lol... sooo much rubbish to talk about.. really had a great day today la.. but im really metally prepared to change class.. really think i will be the one to change class.. hais.. realli duno wat the hell is happening to mi..
During mid year, i work soo hard, i worked extra harder than other.. but i got worse than other.. everyone was playing and i was there studyin seriously.. i thought tt was very unfair and ridiculous lo.. really feelt hopeless tt time.. now i changed my study format, i tried study more in a relax way.. but then results seems to same.. if i hadnt failed my english during midyear.. i will not be the worst... F***
Life is not a fair one, u will have more unlucky thing comes by and u will soon realise tt lucky thing have to be create by urself.. but effort and hard work doesnt pay off everytime.. this is when luck comes in..

2006-10-10T18:34:00.000+08:00

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When to helped kellie after my oral with vivien.. they took a cab home after her exams and i went to look for shimin and friends at kenny's cafe..
Actually planning to play basketball and i could take the chance to see him.. but he didnt appear at the court.. kinda disappointed.. i rarely talk to him.. or worse, rarely see him in school at all.. hais.. jus felt tt there's tis very big gap between us.. i really do not know wat to do next.. As i really dun wan to take the first steps to sms him etc.. i dun dare and i will not.. very paisai lo, if likeing or gettin knoe someone is normal lo(but need limit also lah).. but like girls askin for stead.. omg.. (sorry if u dun agree with mi la.. =).. its jus my point of view)
Then when to cycle with shimin.. and i jus dunno wat happen to my bike.. i walked fer 20 mins jus to pump my bike( in the hot sun) and then to out my bike's both wheels has already spoiled and cannot be pumped.. so furious..no choice and have to walk another 10mins to pris house to borrow a bike.. lol.. she was busy studing her history.. it's been ages eversince i went her house.. lol... about 3 yeRS?? whoa...
We ride to unity, we passed bukitpanjong high, karanji sec and regent sec.. we went to explore to terrances near regent sec.. lol.. had a great and interestin day after all.. eventhough i didnt see him and i have to carry my stupid toooing bike home.. so the tiring... BUT... I LOSE ANOTHER 1KG!!!!! IM 49KG NOW!! WAY TO GO!!!

2006-10-07T11:41:00.000+08:00

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yoyoyo.. FINALLY i got to on the com and get blogging..

3 more days to the end of exams!! yupee... can finally take a rest..

lol.. yesterday went to celebrate with all my good friends.. lol... we started to play truth and dare.. haha.. and weilin was chossen to kiss someone.. and i was the 'lucky' one to be chosen.. OMg.. my first kiss gone like tt.. lol.. sad sia.. thought my first kiss was suppose to kiss my beloved guy in a very romatic atmosphere.. diao.. my dream kana smashed liao..

And we also went to see kellie the other day.. she late was bandage and she couldnt walk at all.. need a wheelchair to move around.. and we went to a playground in the NUH..

then we wanted to play the swing but there is tis two little freaks(girls) who jus doesnt want us to play.. and i think even wanted to hit us.. yah.. no manner kids.. think they all the patients there.. i jus hate kids.. they are so nosiy and they thought they own the playground..omg.. i will smack them if i was the doctor in charge of them.. =X(oops)..

then there was tis two little boys who wanted to chase tis two hooligans out..lol.. then the girls was runnin around like siaochabos then one girl suddently hide behind mi..

omg so was SO SWEATY AND SMELLY.. i got no choice but to push her away from mi.. yuck..

2006-09-11T19:48:00.000+08:00

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yoyoyo... finally posting something on my blog.. recently i have grown fat a lot sia.. i was so much lighter at the time before i skipped my Netball training.. OMG... OMG... need to do something fast before its too late.. my aiming weight: 45 current weight:52 :x
22 more days to EYE.. need to buck up le... i can neither go Na nor drop.. i dun wan any of tat... i wan to remain here.. where i am now.. hais.. so pathatic.. my cannot make it's subjects are mainly humanities and POA.. the two subjects likely to fail.. think i will have to concentrate more on the subjects im better in to pull my overall marks..
i jus cut my fringe.. some of my friends say like WaWa (OMG..SO HAPPY!!) but other say it's weird.. And cindy say like JAPAN GHOST... (T_T)..hmmm.. but like it... but eventhough it wasnt the fringe i wanted at first.. but ...ok la... still satisfy lah... haha...
WaWa... HAHAHA (oops) Anti-hongster..

2006-09-11T19:30:00.000+08:00

2006-09-02T12:35:00.000+08:00

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i am updating now..i am updating now..i am updating now..i am updating now.. i am updating now.. i am updating now..i am updating now..i am updating now..i am updating now..i am updating now.. i am updating now.. i am updating now.. i had updated liao..

2006-08-15T21:27:00.000+08:00

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had quite a pleasant day today la.. time runs fast today.. jus really wondering, why Westwood students nowadays like to steal other ppl's bag..? esp those branded ones.. (-_-lll) super lame ok? stop tt, it really is very bad to steal ppl's bag.. imagine ppl steal ur own bag?
yesterday is so SUPER PAISAI.. i FELL in front of the whole class.. OMG!!!!! i was tryin to snatch the.....er...actually i also dunno y i wan to rush to the whiteboard (-_-lll) i lost balance and BOOM... i fell... and there r still ppl laughin.. OMG.. reputation gone liao.. and my knee's skin still tear off a little.. yucks... and when i woke up tis morning, it's kinda swollen and got a Super big patch of blueblack... so super painful.. really a big patch, not kidding... luckily i am tanned, so the blueblack wasnt tt obvious.. phew... but it is still kind of ugly lei.. a girl with a Super big patch of blueblack on her knee..

i will not give up, not this time..

2006-08-10T22:12:00.001+08:00

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whoa... super bored today.. didnt went out at all.. did my poa homework..hahax.. 'guai' horr? jkjk.. couldnt do my physics.. cos i forgotten to take home my TYS from school (yupee, no need to do..).. really did nth interestin much.. sian.. hated tis kind of holiday, i cant do anything.. slack around, purposly annoyed my bro when he's havin afternoon nap, but got scolded my mum.. (T_T)
whoa.. my dad is kickin a fuss now.. ooops.. heyhey..but it wasnt my doings la.. it my bro.. he didnt do his homework and the tutor complained.. WAHAHAHA.. oops.. too bad lo.. i am now sittin here watchin free show.. jkjk la... i rarely see my dad so fed up.. hmmm.. the last time he got angry i think... is last year ba.. dad jus threw all my bro's comics away.. whoa.. all my bro savin and effort down to the drain.. ke lian.. now bro completely quiet.. so rare.. my lucky day today to have a peaceful night.. yupee..

2006-08-10T22:06:00.000+08:00

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One is happy as a result of one's own effort, once one knows the necessary ingredient of happiness simple tastes, a certain degree of courage, selfdenial to a point, love of word, and above all, a clear conscience. Happiness is no vague dream, of that i now feel certain.

2006-08-09T00:50:00.000+08:00

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today i was so super pissed off.. i got pick up by misstanwankeng.. she is so supersupersuper unreasonable.. i wonder how her class could stand her.. she is always picking up on mi.. i remember there's one incident where i was talkin with my bunch of friends in the hall, yet she only scolded mi and xy.. and she say i was acting as a ahlian.. i was so super fedup.. im not a ahlian at all.. jus because i look like one doesnt mean im actually one.. obviously i will get angry when she only scolded mi.. she claim tt i am makin her upset.. and she demanded mi to change my attitude asap.. (-_-lll) which moron will change for HER?? waste my time..
today she pickup on mi again.. shouldnt even go to school today if i would know tis will happen.. speackin the truth, i really dun have a pin at all.. she cant expect mi to perform magic and then POOF! make a pin appear in front of mi.. (-_-lll) she say i was makin an excuse.. fine.. i am speechless.. even my form teacher got reprimanded* from her jus because of mi.. (sorry, mr chis, i really tried my best not talkin back to her) i nv talk back to her today.. i was jus look around hopin i could control my temper and act as she didnt exist.. she say i was rude to her and she didnt like my facial expression.. i really wonder wat is the problem with her.. she is like almost not satisfied with every part of mi.. then she wanted to see mi again next week.. (-_-ll) she is the only teacher i seen so far, the most bo liao de..

2006-08-09T00:21:00.000+08:00

2006-08-07T23:46:00.000+08:00

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yoyoyo... i finally update le..hahax.. hmmm.. think im gettin more ans more lazy le.. OMG.. actually is jus nth to blog la.. hahax.. im as happy as ever lo.. hahax...
sian.. tml there will be cultural expression.. (-_-ll) actually plannin to skip tml's, but lazy to get a MC and also dun wan to spend money as im still intensive savin up.. hais.. when am i goin to get my nike bag?? and next month 3th sep will be my mother birthday!
hahax actually i didnt buy her any gift before.. not i naughty or wat lah.. they dun expect mi to buy stuff fer them, we jus need to get good grade,and they are satisfied.. and i remembered tt last year, i dun even realise tt it was my mom birthday.. OMG.. i know t was so super terrible.. i know i was like so bad.. so tis year wanted to surpise her by buyin something special.. =) hmmm..but yet, i still didnt have a idea what to buy.. actually wanted to buy a branded handbag for her.. but dun think i could afford it.. thinkin buyin her a secondhand branded bag, but i dunno the average price of the secondhand goods.. and mayb tt person sellin mi is a conman leh.. no one knows i wouldnt be able to different shape fake and real bah.. i so sotong.. a necklace maybe? hmmm.. but she prefer gold than white gold or sliver.. ooi.. GOLD lei.. wait till i got a proper job when i grow up then i buy tt for her ba.. i notice tt she has been eyein rings.. those kind with many diamonds.. to mi the ring look quite exggerating la.. is fake diamonds but those better ones la.. hmmm cost appox about $50.. i can afford lah.. but i dunno wat kind of design she prefer lei.. hais.. if buy the design she dun like then like kinda waste time and money.. hais..
now,another family problem..its about my grandpa.. he is havin cancer.. the thirth stage.. we all recently then found out.. everyone is worry about him and the expenses of the operation etc.. hais.. really cant imagine how is it like if he is gone.. OMG tears rollin down liao.. he dotes all of us a lot.. i remember when i was jus about 5yrs old, he will always buy mi something without fail whenever i go his house.. and its been ages i remember talkin to him.. i dun really enjoy talkin to the elders, cos like almost 80% of my language they dun understand.. and i have to make an effort to explain.. iknow i was kinda bad.. imagine going to his house in the future without seein him around anymore.. and i can only recall him by flapping photoablums.. i almost cant remember when is the last time he visit my house.. when i was 7/8 like tt.. whoa tt was so super long ago..
now my mom is havin a lot stress.. about grandpa and also her children,us.. in the past, we always had talkfights.. i didnt really care about her feelings as i thought its normal fer mothe and daughter to fight.. i didnt know my limits.. haix.. regret now.. in the past i thought as long i got good results, no matter wat i do, they also dun mind.. but i think im wrong ba.. good grade is only a small part of their concern.. now really dunno use wat to repay her for enduring my temper in the past when i was so naughty and playful.. i know she was sometimes felt doleful, she jus keep quiet..

2006-07-31T21:21:00.000+08:00

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today went to fareast wib twinnie, she wanted to buy a pair of heels.. then i went there to decrorate my phone.. cost near to 30bucks.. haiz, im still intensive savin up fer my ideal bag, wonder when then i could buy tt bag.. [drools*]
i think i really need to settle my feelings.. think my mind have been travalling at LALAland too long already.. didnt got back to place in time.. now felt confused..
actually i think i have confirm my feelings..actually character is much more important than looks.. no matter how normal a guy looks.. his good character will shine him out among the crowd.. tis is wat i felt about him.. eventhough we nv tok before or he even know mi.. but tis is wat i felt when readin his blog, i read every single post he wrote, till his first post.. tis may sound ridiculous but dunno y, tis is wat i felt.. is tis goin to ba 1-sided crush? am i too native...again?
fer those hu know wat i am referring to, SHHHHHHHHHHHHH.. fer those hu dunno a thing, dun ask mi, i will nv tell a thing.. i hope im not rude =)

2006-07-28T17:58:00.000+08:00

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100 pointless questions
01.Your name -- Angeline
02. Hobbies -- Shopping!
03. Gender -- Girl
04. School / work -- Student
05. Height -- Exct 160
06. Horoscope -- Gemini
08. Address -- Choa Chu Kang. Something. Hehs.
09. Email -- angeline_py@hotmail.com
10. Hair colour - Ebony
11. Eye colour -- Really dark brown,near to black
12. Skin colour -- Tanned! hate tt colour,but gettin fairer liao lo!!
13. Right or left handed -- Righty.
14. status -- Single
15. Siblings - 1
16. Last 6 digit of your mobile no -- 91-5305
17.When's your Birthday -- 23thmay
[[ haVe u,,, ]]
20. Had ur first kiss -- no
21. Tried smoking -- nope,it smells
22. Drink alcohol -- yepp. vodka actually..
23. Been hurt emotionally -- duhh...like who hasn't la.
24. Kept a secret from anyone -- obviously.
25. Been on stage -- ya.. ballet performances
[[ faVorites ]]
26. Color -- white and pink!
27. Food -- fried stuff! basically anything tt is fattening
29. Number -- none
30. Cartoons -- any who is cute and funny
32. Song -- probably songs with meaningful lyrics
33. Movie -- ice age 2
34. Subject -- maths and physics
[[ rYt now,,, ]]
36. Wearing -- stuff la. like what u wan me to say.
37. Hairstyle --super normal hair.. planning to get a haircut soon
38. Looking at -- nothing in particular.
39. Thinking of -- him
40. Listening to -- jay chou's jian dan ai
[[ dO u beLieVe in,,, ]]
41. Love -- neutral
42. Faith -- uh huh, i do
43. Yourself -- ya.. definitely yes!
44. Ghosts -- they're around alright.
45. Angels -- of course! thay will be always there
[[ in the Last 24 hOurs,,, ]]
46. Worn jeans -- nopes.
47. Cleaned your room -- nopes.
48. cried -- forgotten
49. met someone new - nopes.
50. Last person I talk to on the phone --mrs Mother
[[ LoVe Lyf ]]
51. Do you believe in love -- wasn't this question asked just now?
52. Have a secret admirer -- currently none
53. Do you wanna get married -- ya.. i wan to wear wedding gown*..its gorgeous..
55. How old you wanna be when you get married -- less than 30.
57. How many kids do you want -- NEVER have kids.. im Antichildren
58. Would you have kids before marriage -- no wayy!
59. Do you have a Crush -- yeah
60. What do you want most in a relationship -- the feeling of bein tresured
61. Pink or Black -- pink.
62. Kiss or hug -- well depends on who its for!
63. Summer or winter -- summer
64. Sunny or rainy -- sunny if i'm out! rainy if i'm sleeping!
65. Chocolate or vanilla -- chocs!
66. Hanging out or chillin -- chillin is betta
67. Music or TV -- definitely Music! Music brightens up my life!
69. Smile or Laughing -- Smile, everyone say i Look super dao
70. Sleeping or eating -- erm..both??
71. Mc Donald's or KFC -- KFC! chicken chicken chicken!
72. Silver or gold -- silver like more stylo hor...
73. Sunset or sunrise -- sunsets. much nicer.
74. On phone or in person -- in person obviously!
75. Diamonds or Pearls -- diamonds are more...elegant.
76. Adidas or puma -- Adidas
77. Band members or models -- none
78. Local or international Artist -- both, as long they have talent
79. sneakers or boots -- sneakers,i dun wear boots
80. Jack daniels or Chivas Regal -- none
81. Dunhill or Malboro -- nah i don't smoke
82. clubbing or live music -- live music! live concert is Super Cool
83. Johnny depp or Brad Pitt -- none
84. angelina Jolie or Kate Hudson -- angelina jolie, sexy and had similar name as mi
85. colosal/epic or romantic comedy -- definitety romantic comedy..come on, im a girl..
86. sexy/naughty or kind/plain --NAUGTY
87. BMW or ferarri - Ferraris are wayyyy hotter.
88.incubus or maroon 5 -- Maroon 5!
90. long haired or bald -- Long duhh.
91. pop or rock -- Pop! haha!
92. beach or mountain -- beaches lah. more hunks =x
95. nokia or ericsson -- nokia!
96. 311 or hoobastank -- none
97. Asia or America -- asia! cos i'm asian!
98. tattoo or piercing -- tattoos!
100.asking/answering -- asking!

2006-07-27T20:24:00.000+08:00

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lost. a word to describe my feeling now.. i sudden felt a feelin of bein distant from any1.. i felt unwanted sometimes from any1..i cant really figured out wat happened.. i jus felt tt way.. i was happy before.. im problem-less.. im always the one to console ppl in the past..but now i felt tons of problems pullin mi down.. problem tt i cant solve, problems tt i dun even can figured out.. maybe im jus sensitive or wat.. but come on.. i dun have the ability to change my character or wat.. its in my blood.. im a girl whos jus like tt.. i wouldnt want a weak character at all.. and the problems is really drivin mi nuts..
sometimes when i am alone, the problems will start flashin through mi like lightning.. then automatically tears will jus roll down from eyes to cheeks.. a lot of things had happen to mi.. and problems tt are much more diffcult to cope and solve.. and not all problems i will have the courage to say it out..
"Aquaintances i have damn alot. Too many to count. But how many true friends do i have? How many people do i consider as friends, and who consider myself a their friend too?"
let mi name some.. carikellieweilinvivian'sjaslynxiaoyincindyshimin.. 10 of them.. 10 of my ture friends.. but how many of them consider mi as one of their true friends? no one knows.. only them.. maybe there are ppl out there who got mi as one of their true friends but i didnt name them out.. just like tt.. im not complainin or wat.. jus a question i think almost any1 will give a thought to.. it dun feel good.. it dun, when i think of this.. in the past i could jus take it lightly.. but now.. i dunno.. i really dunno.. can jus any1.. i mean ANYONE.. to guide mi thought tis? tis is the question tt i will run away from when i felt lonely..
to mi, friends is something tt was very important to mi.. i lost them once, i DUNWAN to lose them the second time.. tts y i see friends so importantly.. jus tt sometimes i may be a little attitude or mean or proud or childish or lame or nosy or noisy or playful or sensitive......... but afterall all of u guys are forever my number1.. if u guys desnt like mi in a way or an other, u all could jud tell mi straight in my face.. come on.. i can take it.. in tis way, firstly i wounldnt lose a frien ans secondly i will become a much better person.. isnt tt a better way? and if i did nth wrong.. pls.. dun dig the past and create chaos out of it.. it hurts.. it really hurts..

2006-07-19T21:44:00.000+08:00

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http://i62.photobucket.com/albums/h95/auyongpeiyu/22-06-06_1926.jpg
the place i was to work at..(dreamin)
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jus a nice bright sunset near sunshine place
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SCHOOL FLOODING!!!! YUPEE!!!
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SHUAI ARH!!!!!!!

2006-07-19T17:23:00.000+08:00

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today durin recess.. We were like siaochabos like tt.. we were shoutin, screamin and runnin in the canteen.. sososo funfunfun.. really hope we could forever like tt!!
today westmall wib qi and kengsia.. kengsia brought a brown zinc bag..haax.. quite moody today.. didnt tok much as before.. and weird is tt i am not hungry at all today.. nv heard my stomach grumble neither.. ??? weird.. normally, i must eat in recess and durin lunch.. no wei kou today.. mayb i haven eaten much tis few weeks..
today mr chis say i nw put in effort in my studies liao.. he notice my improvement.. YUPEE!!! cos i did the maths question he gave duri maths lesson then i finshed it kinda fast so he told mi about my improvement.. he say if i contiune putting effort i will get much better than MYE.. he also say my pos teacher also notice my effort in the subject.. sososo hapyhappyhappy...

2006-07-18T20:58:00.000+08:00

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yo..i finally back.. my got prob so didnt blog fer sososo longlonglong liao.. happen a lot of things these few days as if i was dreaming.. got bad things and good things.. but ir seems like bad things are quite a lot... haix.. sososo stressstressstress.. both studies and relationship.. now i really tried hard on concentrating in class.. tryin to be attentive ans responsive in class... but my chem and poa.. really cannot make it.. sometimes really cant expect mi to concentrate 8hrs per day ma.. i will go mad!!!! dunno y i noe how to do te questions on the first day then second or third then i will completly forgotten wat to do?? SHORT-TERM-MEMORY!!! ARGGHH!!!!!! hate my fuckin stupid slow pathatic brain.. wats the use of the brain when it is totally USELESS??? same head got small brain indeed... i have to buck up no matter how it takes.. 47days to EYE.. omg.. 1month++ nia.. hope i got time to buck up..
recantly i didnt eat much.. firstly i wanted to save money..secondly i can go diet.. thirdly, i no mood to eat.. i recess nv eat lunch nv eat only eat dinner.. sometimes really super hungry then i eat.. haix.. always felt im a failure i whatever thing i do.. i nv win anything other than running nia.. run fast also no use.. i not becomin a national runner or watsoever.. wats the point of running fast?
a few days ago i was FULL of hope when He sms mi!!! but just dunno y.. i felt tt very disapointed and sad.. really fely tt im a loser or watsoever.. hopeless i felt.. think i have been in LALAland fer too long liao.. didnt knoe when to wake up.. (T_T) i jus really wan to know wat is he tryin to do and wat is he thinkin.. haix.. really gonna pissed mi off soon enough..

2006-06-30T18:23:00.000+08:00

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today i heard a lot of things from yuting..hahax.. she told mi about the netball and other stuff.. then i found tt actually huiyu is jus tryin to make mi go back to netball tt time..but i misunderstood her.. felt quite gulity..but cos tt time her tone was with anger..so i thought she was tryin to make trouble fer mi.. then huiyu told yuting tt i was a good runner..then skills still can slowly train..haiz.. this makes mi wan to go back.. but they all had already form groups fer games selection.. guess its too late fer mi to go trainin liao.. after the incident i nv tok to her but starin at each other.. mayb she is jus lookin at mi then i diao her ba.. cos she really looks angry when she look at mi.. how can u expect mi to see the difference between her expression..im not good at it..tink i realli misunderstood her liao ba.. today i didnt diao her.. jus look at her in a very normal way.. i didnt know wat to do next.. smile or walk away.. but i walk away..isnt it weird tt we r havin black faces wib each other fer so long.. now suddenly wan to smile to her.. hmmm.. it is kinda hard la... but i noe knew the truth liao...
yuting smth even more interestin..hahax.. when she told mi i was kinda shock.. it very weird and funny.. smth i didnt expect off.. it's about the ppl in some sec4 classes.. and blar blar blar..
i got back my phone.. jus beacuse of mi goin home later yesterday mom confiscated my phone.. i really hate them to the core.. very not understandin at all.. and she's suspectin mi havin a stead!!!!!.. she so Slow.. now then realise.. think she seriously need to upgrade her brain liao...
today go pluck eyebrow..awwww...sososo painpainpain... carissa say not pain at all.. but i was like callin fer help like tt... then i got tears .. so ps.. but overall the look pleasin to mi la... hehe...

2006-06-27T19:58:00.000+08:00

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hahax..didnt blog fer sooooooo long liao... no time and mood ba.. i reluctantly went to sch today.. so sian.. couldnt reallt listen in school.. -petrified,gulity- are the words i can describe my feelin when saw him.. i dun hav the guts to tok or even look at him.. on monday i went to attend kellie's friend birthday party.. saw him at interchange.. and he jus turn away from us.. speechless.. tried to control my tears...but....... couldnt control at all..like watertap.. my Sisters told mi i cry until very serious like tt.. am i tt weak???? cry so easily... can any1 tell mi how to become a stronger person??

why are there more and more ppl smoking?? out of wat?? stress?? curiousity?? one puff can take 6sec of the life lo.. [oops..er..heard from news..]thought underage smokers are uncommon..think im too naive.. recently then ifound out its so common.. but i will nv want to any puff at all... not interested.. cos i dun wan to die so early.. i haven married yet.. :x

nowadays i didnt want to go sch at all.. i felt i was a super failure.. i work so hard on the exams yet didnt get good grade... so disappointed.. (T_T) if i work tt hard again.. will i still get the same poor results like midyear.. very worried.. then wats the point of mi workin hard again? if i

fated to get poor results?

no point ma..

2006-06-11T22:05:00.000+08:00

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hahax... jus now went town,bugis and cari's house..hahax... had a great time with them..hahax... i finally know how to win the game, majong le... hahax.. i finally won once the game.. it was really very fun.. attracted to majong le... blar.. really had a great time.. jus now nearly make Twinnnie laugh rollin the ground le.. we did all kind of weird stuff tt is super stupid and lame.. and i ate two packet of instant noodles.. OMG.. im really growin fat man.. think im on a diet soon.. (T_T)
brought a lace pocky blouse today..hahax... i go shoppin must buy at least something or else i my mind will not be at ease de.. hmmm... indeed a shopaholic huh? :X and yet i still got the full list things yet i wish to buy.. total endless..
today tink, i tink too much le.. keep regard kengsia as changheng jus now.. keep callin kengsia as him.. luckily kengsia did not respond, or else it could be quite awkward.. i wonder how is he now.. goin on smoothly? nv contact him fer a long time liao.. and also nv see him at town or bugis.. nv go see his blog... guess i dun have the guts to see wat he wrote... i really dunno wat to do..felt lose.. felt very gulity.. and felt confuse too..
am i searchin beyond the limitations? am i too childish? am i thinkin too much? am i too naive? am i too playful? when i was young, my expectation was super high.. every1 thought i was insane.. but love is blind wat can i expect much from this phrase? is it the curiousity in mi fer things make our relationship like tt??

2006-06-10T21:44:00.000+08:00

hahax... im back from malaysia le!! i came back yesterday,but didnt blog cos not feelin well.. did had a great and fabulous time there..hahax.. the scenery and food was fastastic.. but the journey was scary.. have to sit 4 hours of bus 1.30hours of boat.. very horrible sia..hahax.. had a headache and slight fever..cannot take it la.. seasick..the journey too long le..
hahax..almost fight wib my brother every hour when going there.. and i mean beat and hit each other as hard as we could..he was so annoyin.. he always act cool and nosiy.. a nose parker also.. a hypocrite also... so everytime i will be the one who is bein blamed (T_T)..
i turn slightly dark.. quite sad about it..(T_T)i used almost the whole bottle sunblock lotion.. and i was wearin like dumpling there.. ppl there thought i was insane..hahax.. oops.. hais really hope i wasnt dark at all lorr.. tt will be so great!! hahax..
but sorry yas..didnt brought fer u guys..cos there really nth much there.. there are like only pencils and rulers tis kind of stuff..hahx.. dun think u guys will wan tt..hahax.. sorry!!!!!!

2006-06-05T18:27:00.000+08:00

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so long nv blog le.. tml i will be goin to malaysia liao.. a little excited but cant bear to leave lei.. will have 5 days nv see my sisters.. hahaz... but will definely look forward to the jiemeis outing..Miss ya's!!
i brought 2 packets of whitening mask there.. so to prevent from turnin black.. dunno whether work not.. :x.. i went there only for 5 days but i already had all my clothings fitted jus rite in one luggage.. my parents only needs one bag each but i need a luggage.. omg.. wonder wat gold i brought there.. hmmm.. cleanin mask,whitenin mask,moisturizer blar blar blar.. whoa..
heard from Fishball tt he's very moody this few days.. have i done something wrong? Sisters also say i should not broke up with him.. very pity.. hais.. he treat mi well..very well.. he is the one who i last the most.. i like him since i was sec 2.. like him quite long before we stead.. not much ppl noe about tt.. hais..
Twinne[cari] told mi about his blog.. he is upset about mi thinkin tt Sisters are more important than him.. im loss in words..i really dunno wat 2 tell him.. Sorry.. he is right..

2006-05-24T21:01:00.000+08:00

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im restless.. very restless... friday is parents meeting session liao.. im prepare to die soon enough...every mornin my eyes always swollen like bao like tt... so damn ugly..ppl thought i got wat illness like tt... ALYO... recently i dun eat dinner as i got cold war with my Parents ma.. so i regularly have gastricpain.. really very pain.. as if like faintin soon.. so think buyin painkillers soon.. it gives mi a headache whenever thinkin about reaults.. hais..now i dun even have the mood to watch TV..everyday jus straight went into my room when reach home.. only come out when i need the com.. less than 5 sentences i speak to them a day..
i really need to buck up liao.. plannin to really read though the subjects on wat im not sure about.. really cannot slack in class,daydreamin,givin attiudes and sleepin le.. left sian whenever i think i have to really listenin in class,but no choice.. hye jiemeis, if i didnt listen in class attentively next semester please shout or scream at mi k? so can keeo mi motivated fer the rest of the year thoughout.. <33>
dunno holidays my dad got give mi money not.. if no.. i prepare to die liao.. i dun really wan to work..very sin ku.. i still got whole list of wanted stuff waitin fer mi.. AhHhhhh.. say le my heart felt so itchy liao...

2006-05-22T22:10:00.000+08:00

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shed lorr... i dun think pon school is TT serious lorr... and i pon today is jus because last friday forgotten to go clinic.. then weekend close..no choice but to pon today to take MC and i did inform the general office lorr.. CRIS still called my dad and confirm about the leave 4 fri and today... and now got mi into trouble liao... soooo F***...
sooo sad lorrr... tml my birthday still got tis kind of things happen.. CRIS want mi to stay back tml until 6.30 as a punishment...lame... think i will go? no way man... wait long long lorr... im not his dog lorr... the more he wan mi to do something..the more i WILL NOT do... see wat he can do.. call parents huh? call la.. im not scare lorr... i got used of fightin with my parents EVERYDAY le... CRIS is a total spoiler of my 15th birthday.. forget it.. every year also like tt.. nothing SPECIAL will happen... no birthday party.. im so disappointed.. im always very unlucky..
whenever i felt sorry fer my parents about wat i done sometimes.. there will always b something happenin tt makes mi felt angry with them in the end.. shed sia.. cant they jus help mi lie to teacher?? exam over le lei... relax a little nia.. say until like very serious like tt..very disappointed..really...
but im confirm tt tml i will not b attendin the dentation.. NO way.. i will be waitin fer CRIS to call my parents.. i dun mind at all.. and i think i dun wan to celebrate my birthday with my parents after school le.. dunno wat to say to them.. i rather stay at home and pour out all my grudges to my friends or to blog.. dun wan to see their face.. and i dun wish to use their money also..but have to la.. later no money will die lorr..sian.. weird huh?? wat kind of family is tis.. i dun even think it's really a family lorr.. hais.. AGHhHH..

2006-05-21T10:43:00.000+08:00

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*Love is something you cant describe
like a look of a rose
the smell of the rain
or the feelin of forever*

2006-05-21T08:31:00.000+08:00

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Now is 8.29am liao..cant get much sleep recently,i keep having nightmares.. maybe i think too much liao..i jus read chang's new blog..sorry.really didnt know how hurt u r.. i am definely feeling better now..
I will not be going to sch tml also..i couldnt get MC in time.. the polychinic was close on sat and sun.. and i definely cant go to sch withlou a MC.. i will be 'slice to parts''.. i neither can go privatechinic cos i am broke rite now..no choice but to stay at home one more day.. And i will not have to see tt spooky sch then x) yupee..!
I will be going to Timon,Malaysia fer a week holidays and i hope to throw away all my bad memories into the sea there... and only remembers good memories.. definely i was lookin forward fer tt day as the scenery there was great, i been there once.. lt's kinda like a beach and where ppl go divin,snokin etc.. but then i will become a chacoal liao.. hais..now at least i was fairer than my last time..then if i really go there, i will regret if my skin tone turns to chacoal.. (T^T) think i will hve to find ways to avoid the sun and buy tons of the strong sunblock lotion already..really hate my skin tone a lot.. i was always misunderstandstood as other races.. ya..it seem healthy,but i prefer the fair skin which can make a girl look much femine lorr.. and i dun wan to look like a tomboy...(Y^Y) but i will definely miss my jiemeis and him there de... x)

2006-05-19T20:06:00.000+08:00

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sports camp..hais..dunno i goin not.. i have the urge not to go yet there are also the urge of going.. hais.. but if i really go, dun think i will have much company there ever since tt girl confronted with mi in friendster's testi(hmmm..interestin way of confrontin huh??)
,friendship broke since then.. strangers to each other then.. forget it.. blar.. as if i care tt much.. i jus dun wan to lose a friend.. since she broke the friendship jus like tt.. such shallow friendship i rather forget.. not tryin to poke someone..i am jus speackin from my point of view..

2006-05-19T19:33:00.001+08:00

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hahaax..reach home le! but yet i still quite puzzled about the decoration of the blogspot.. i dunno how to create wishin list and wordins.. X)
Today didnt went to sch.. skipped school..didnt feel like goin to school really hope i can forever leave the spooky school.. i got few subs which didnt did well... i am sad.. chang tried to console mi but it didnt really make any diffences then i tink he felt kinda down also..im sorry.. made u like tt.. but i really dunno wat to do to make mi better? shoppin? mayb but wait till i got enough to buy the things i want.. today met with some of my jiemeis after they dismiss from sch.. hang out with twinnie first at kenny then met up with kellie and vivien.. something i can say Bad happen along the way but fine already( Yoo know wat i meant,ya) everytime Tis happen de.. and both always had misunderstandin with each other.. but they both really love each other a lot.. must treasure each other k? didnt u told mi tt he really dotes u a lot,ya? but no matter wat We will always be there fer ya k? dun do silly things and do pour out ur unhappyness* k?
i know how to play a proper billard game le..yupee..i finally found out the correct way of holdin the cube.. next time can call ppl out to play liao.. hehe.. acyually i kinda like vivien's cellphone sia..it's nice.. very small also.. and flap de.. AhHhhh.. so cool.. i wan to but the similar cellphone too..hahax but bu yi yang de better marh.. like tt can play each other's phone marh..hehe..

2006-05-19T09:21:00.000+08:00

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hahaax..tis is my forth blog le.. x) keep forgetting the passwords and usernames..
hais..really very disappointed with my results.. didn't really expect to be like tt.. thought i will do much better then my previous exams..yet the results is still the same.. dun understand why there are people that could excel without studying.. can tell mi the formules?
i did studied but didn't do as well as i expected.. sometimes really got the sudden urge to give up and forget my goals. And become a no one.. and somemore my birthday is near,yet i'm feelin so down.. really dunno how terrible will my 15th birthday will be.. horrible.. birthday is a day where people get gifts and forget their sadness and pain and celebrate fer the day.. really dunno whether i can do that or not with such horrible results.. also dunno how to face my parents.. later i cannot control myself rebel how?
i know myself well.. i was nv a guai girl in their heart b4.. i will vent anger on them i will scold them whenever i'm down. i nv said 'i love you' to them b4. i will always try to avoid them whenever i can. most of the time, the reason i was talkin to them as askin them for money and informin them tt i will b goin out nia nth much le.. my friends all say my dad dotes mi a lot,he will always willingly fetch my friends and i home..no matter how tired he is and how not convenience it is..i really thank him..really.. but those words jus can be say out from my mouth(T^T)
dun really have any sweet memories with them now, only some sweet memories when i was very young. am i very horrible????
but of cos know wat they do is fer my own good..but i got short-temper. whenever they make mi annoyed i will jus scold back, but they...didnt scold back..they really didnt.. jus like yesterday incident, i wanted to rent vcds then i get changed and standin there waitin fer my mom to give mi money fer the rent fee.. but she didnt say anything,so i get annoyed and shouted '' Hello? ni bu yong give wo money ar?'' then she say must return then i really get angry and say i dun wan to rent vcds liao and slam the dorr.. today mornin she came up to mi askin whether need her money not..
tis is my life.. i know i gone bonkers sometimes.. i noe i gone much toooooo far liao.. really wanna say sorry.. and i could see the face on my mom when i gave her a rose fer mother day, she was very content and touched eventhough she didnt say anythng.. hais.. really hope to change fer the better.. i hope..

i love you

2006-05-19T08:46:00.000+08:00

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